Sunday, March 09, 2008

हे राम LIKE LEAVES ON A BROKEN SHORE, WAITING TO BE DISPERSED BY THE WAVES,
LIKE CHILDREN IN SCHOOLS SOON TO JOIN COLLEGE,
LIKE MEN IN THEIR SEVENTH STAGE OF LIFE SOON TO UNITE WITH SANS,
SO SHALL WE BE ALL DEMOLISHED AND RUINED ONLY TO FIND US DESERTED AT THE GARDEN OF EDEN ALL ALONE ALL SOLITARY
ONLY TO BE JUDGED BY HIM BY OUR ACTIONS,
HUNGRY AND WASTED WERE WE ALL ALONG BUT THE TASTE TO TOUCH THE SUPREME NEVER LET US BE born free ,
ALWAYS UNDER THE SHROUD OF FEAR THAT WE SHALL BE SOON BE ENGULFED BY THE DEVOURING horror OF evil SO PRAYED SILENTLY TO THE EVER MERCIFUL goD!!!!!!


Love NEVER TOUCHED ME AS ALL OF U MIGHT HAV EXPERIENCED , NOR HAS PASSION EVER BEEN FELT , SQUEEZED WERE MY THOUGHTS ALL ALONG , TODAY I RELEASE MY ACTIONS UPON U , THRUST ME O GOD TELL ME WHERE I WENT WRONG,
KEEP ME NAILED SO THAT I NEVER DARE TO BELIEVE IN YOUR SANS EXISTENCE,
KEEP ME HATED , UNTOUCHED , SCATHED ,AND RAPED SO THAT ALL THOSE INNOCENT VIRGINS IN THE WORLD KEEP ME AS AN EXAMPLE TO LET NOT THE YOUNG MINDS DARE TO SET FREE THEIR MINDS TO TREAD UPON THE EERIE HALLS OF SELF EXPRESSION , NEVER DEAL WITH LIFE NOT AS DICE GAME BUT AS A PREDETERMIND PLOT…. A CINEMATIC EXPRESSION WHOSE ARCHITECT IS NONE OTHER THAN THE SUPREME BEING!!!


O LORD I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE SO SMART AND SUAVE, I ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT UR EXISTENCE AS A FOLLY OF THE MASSES AND HAD MY BELIEF IN SCIENCE BUT NOW AS I REALIZE THAT THE LIFE IS A DICE GAME THAT HAS MADE US ONLY ACTORS OF THE GAME TO BE IN ROLES SET ASIDE BY YOU AND HAVE BEEN GROSSLY WRONG WITHG MY RATIONALE!!

TODAY I SILENTLY CRAWL ON THE COLD DESERT, WAITING FOR MY TURN TO COME, MY heart WEEPS GENTLY BEHIND FOR THE MESS THOUGTH OF BY HIM…OR .IS IT SHE?

MAYBE GOD YOU ARE A WOMEN AND SO IS THE DIVINITY IN US A FEMALE EXPRESSION THAT IS ALWAYS BELIEVING IN REPRODUCING... SO DID I PRODUCED WHAT I HAD LEARNT IN BOOKS...TO BE LOGICAL CONCEPTUAL.MY BLOODY FEMALE MIND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND THAT IT iS ALL AN IMAGE OF THE REALITY MADE TO ILLUSION US .. THE REALITY IS PREDETERMINED...ONLY a HANDFUL TO SUCCEED AND WE TO BE HERE TO CRAWL ALL OUR LIVES AND LICK THE SO(U)L(E)S OF THOSE ABOVE F0R OPPURTUNITIES ARE MADE IN HEAVEN .. FATE IS THE KING MY LORD AND ALAS FATE IS THE KEEP OF UR DOMINIONS ………